If you’re reading this, you’ve already done what you can in order to get any result you’d ever want. You made a decision to keep going and that led to searching for answers, which, perhaps, brought you here. Maybe I can show you how that happened, or at least provide some direction to keep the search alive. This happens to be the day I was brought to life, after all, and living is what I do best.
That’s what life, or not, takes. A decision. One decision allows you to keep going and figure out how to find meaning. The other allows you to end your suffering once and for all. I do not say that lightly, or in jest, I simply understand the depth of the situation all too well, it’s how I lost my brother and something I struggle with.
Look, I’ll come right out with it because that’s how I roll … If you really want to die then nobody can stop you, and you probably know that on some level. If you’re hoping for someone to save you, they can’t, you can. Maybe these words can spark a feeling inside, something that resonates where you see a little more light than dark before you started.
Your joy in life is directly tied to your ability to overcome hardship, and that will allow your life to be less insufferable overall. It doesn’t get easier, you just ‘get a bigger boat’, per se. And you do have what it takes to build a bigger boat, even if it doesn’t feel like you can endure one more trauma or heartbreak. If you’ll stay with me to the end, perhaps there’s a way you can see a blueprint emerge.
You did it once …
Without going off the ‘woo-woo’ deep end, your decision to click on the link to bring you here was not by accident. It tells me exactly what result you’re searching for, right? You want me to say it?
No, I won’t be coerced into saying something that isn’t true. What is true, for me, and something I believe based off the decision I made to live, is that people have not been taught or shown how to embrace the worst of life, but also, the worst in themselves.
People are monsters, and have a terrible proclivity for destruction which won’t just ‘go away’. If a mouse gets in your house, you want to kill the fucker. Or, you want someone else too. Same with bugs, and animals. We’d kill them all if it served our purpose. People aren’t far behind on that list.
The secret is …
Let’s be real, given the state of the world, where on one hand people have so much more ‘safety and security’, on the other they are falling apart because they are so ‘safe and secure’.
Without something to overcome, like, you know, wanting to kill another human, but not, or, how to not meltdown over TikTok – what point is there to life?
Isn’t that the question you’re really asking?
Of course it is …
We’re supposed to be so safe and secure and yet, people are still killing people at unprecedented rates, especially themselves. The effects of ancestral trauma through child abuse, under the guise of ‘that’s how it was’, have crippled social human interaction on any meaningful level for generations. And instead of integrating ALL humans into an evolved society, we’re regressing to more division and vitriol than ever before. Everyone has a side to hate.
How the fuck does anyone deal with that, let alone their own shit on the regular?
Glad you asked … simple, they learn what happens after they make a decision.
If they know what one is …
If you think about it, and I truly hope you do, like, don’t just read these words, think about this – your decisions have led to your beliefs in life.
Yep, every decision you’ve made, whether you were aware, or conscious, or not, has led to the life you have currently.
It’s your fault you are where you are.
Yes, it is …
Those decisions you’ve made, ALL OF THEM, have become your belief system and are enmeshed in your results.
What you believe leads to the certain types of thoughts you have.
Those thoughts, good or bad, produce a chemical reaction in the body we call ‘feelings’.
I’m sorry yours were hurt …
The feelings you have will lead to the actions you take, or worse, don’t take, because maybe those feelings feel bad instead of good and you limit you.
And if you hold back on expressing how you really feel, which keeps you from taking action, or, you feel SO overwhelmed that it leads to actions you can’t reverse, you’ll get your results one way or the other. And you will be responsible for them.
One kind of result allows you to keep getting more results and finding purpose and direction for your life. One kind of result doesn’t.
So, dear beautiful human, you can decide, here and now, to make a new decision, entertain a new belief, feel all the feelings, take some focused action and literally change your results, and maybe the course of your life.
Still think I’m bullshitting?
If you’re really the kind of person who would consider leaving this world, it only means you have a bigger and more badass ability to feel your feelings and you haven’t figured out what to do with it yet. Can you argue that?
Once you do figure it out, (and you can, it only takes a decision to live) you’re the kind of person that can change the world almost singlehandedly.
Deep, sensitive, caring, thoughtful, creative people are the kind of people that heal the pain of the world by sharing their pain for others to see, as perspective for moving society forward. We need to know we’re not alone and that maybe a different way exists.
Think about what artist you cried for when they passed away because mine were Michael Jackson and Prince. Share yours below …